I Have Come To The Realization

So, it's become rather apparent that the time spent in search of what was...simply is no longer. Growing up, well this is lonely it seems. I understand my grandmother's countless words of wisdom as I contemplate how some things only come along, so they can pass away.

Friendships so they say are like marriages, and friends do happen to divorce and some do so rather casually and frequently at that. So I won't pretend and diddly daddle the way you like to when the subject is at hand and needs to be discussed. I think we've brushed past the conversation of keeping up appearances and facades so that the general public would remain unaware. I thought that was established as no way to continue a life in truth or atleast in love, which is furnished amongst other things by love.

Consequently, I don't care about what you do and I don't think the general public does either...we're all in this together whether we realize it or not. And if you continue to live under the guise of shadowing the reality of YOUR situation for others hmph, well you'll see where that takes you. I'm telling you, I let go of all that a long time ago and to no surprise of mine....you still haven't. I would think that knowing the truth could only enable you to do better; either on your own or with the push of someone strong enough to guide you. But that can't be, only because you've got it all together, all figured out and under control. But you're neglecting to realize that NOBODY ever does...we're all just as transient as the days of our lives that wisk by within a 24 hour time frame repeatedly.

I'm sorry that what we wish for in life doesn't always come to pass as easily as we wish and pray that they do...but we've already learned this life lesson. We're growing, atleast we should be or then we're dead...Don't you realize that broken hearts like broken promises aren't easily mended but for some phenomenal reason, time seems to at least heal the douleur? And I'm just saying why go on parading when you can be free? Not only with yourself but to everyone else who sees that you're burning with so much hurt and pain but you're stubborn, you won't let your brokenness carry on in vain; well at least we all know in the end you'll have something to show for it.

I have come to realize alot of things, but this realization is truley one of the damning one's because I understand what having the potential mean's now, but lacking the resource of self love and understanding will do to an individual. I think one day you'll understand my realization and the one a few of us around you have settled on...but you're enjoying the facade you've placed up--So we can't interrupt you. I just hope that your potential never passes too far on that you'll never have the opportunity to live up to it!